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♥ Sunday, June 28, 2009

yours truly, name

This is for yesterday night ... :D
Yesterday , went IOI instead of Subang Parade .. so ok la .. Cause i whole year never shop ... i yesterday shoop like nuuuts ! Bought everything nearly worth $500 :X went to eat at chinese shop around 10 p.m ? Then came home around 11. SOO FUN ! THANKS MUMMY <333333



Bought :-
`1 shirt -
`3 pants :
` 2 pair earing :-
:D

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Sunday, June 28, 2009



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yours truly, name

YoYoYooo !!!! :D

IM HYPER TOODAY !!!

woke up around 6.40 ? Then went sch around 7.20 ; Diaoz ... i went see Sajhviin at the gate ; scare me siol . `THE DARK KNIGHT ` LOL ! only if you can understand that laaa :D
Hmm .. So , teacher finally came .. Went to Grand Blue Wave Hotel ! All the loser school won . LALALA . Atleast today last day . NO MORE PROJECT WARGA ! WOOOOOOTS ! Hahaha . So , went buffet .. Sajhviin did his stuuupidest thing ever ! [ Rose syrup,Orange Juice , Mutton from the curry , Cendol , Rice with mutton curry gravy on top , sausages , omelette ] HE STUFFED ALL OF THAT INTO A CUP AND DRANK IT FOR $ 2 !!!! IM LIKE WTH !! The woman seating at our table looked the other way . then we no more mood to eat . LOL ? Then went to 4th floor swimming pool ! Misykat masuk the waters ~ Then went S.A.C.C shopping there . LOVED IT ! bought one huuuge lollipop ! :D <3 style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"> SHUFFLE GO SUCK FUCK LA ! LOOOOSERRRS !!!! so went to new block ! the 1st door misykat opened.. then he din close .. then we continue walk then suddenly :BANG !!!!! Me and chester screaaammmm ! and run infront of them ; as we continued on that floor , Suddenly one guy come up ; WE ALL SCREAM ! hahaha . then call mum go home . Got home ; See my aunty there ! HELLO ;- ! then mum say want go my granpa's house cuz got visitor .. nid go say Hi maa ==' .... so went there .. mushy mushy with cousin ... lalalala ... was sooo sleepy there !!!! :X Went home .. eat .. HERE I AM ! LOL ~



P.S :- HARIZ STEAMED DURING THE PRESENTATION YESTERDAY ! and his excuse is that it was cold in there . LOSER LA YOU !! :X



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Sunday, June 28, 2009



♥ Saturday, June 27, 2009

yours truly, name

Ok . This is for today :D HAHAHA !

Hmm , Woke up around 6.35 . Got ready to go to GRAND BLUE WAVE HOTELL !
For the stupiak PROJECT WARGA COMPETITIONNNN ! !! ! ! !
Got there . we were the 1st ones to perform . Kinda good . But other schools were better .
SO THEY WON ! LOL . Cried like fucking hell in there . I spend nearly 3 months NOT GOING INTO CLASS AT ALL . and this is what i get ? I was the fucking ketua . I guess i was the worse one too . Hmm . Was sitting next to Hariz and laughing my head out la ; That fella comment on all . Then found out Brian got admirer ; she was one of the speakers . LOL . also from another school . I told him : `If you scared to turn her down , i can do it for you .' he started laughing . but i was wayyyy serious . LOL ! Then went to school ... TAKE MY REPORT CARD ! OMGOSHHHH ! DIE LERRR ! 4D 1 E The rest A . DDDD: Gooonnnaaaa DIE ! nvm . can be in peace with MICHAEL JACKSONNNN ! HAHAHAHA ! Okok . No making fun of the dead ! :X
Lolx . And now im here talking to wayne and ter . but ter i think he gone alr . :X

LATER GOING SUBANG PARADE BUY P1 W1MAX !
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<3 Iloveyou . Michael Jackson !
- Ill always rmb you . Even if you didnt know me ~! (:



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Saturday, June 27, 2009



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yours truly, name

Hello all ;

This post is for yesterday (26.06.09)

Today got my Project warga t-shirt (HAPPYYY !)
And made fun of pn.faridah . Cuz I NOW ONLY FIND OUT SHE 8 MONTH PREGNANT ! DIAOZ I TOT SHE FAT ; SHHHHH !

So during sivik was at the hall . doing choral speaking practice ; YES ! CHORAL SPEAKING ! Damn vignes force me entre . HAHAHA . atleast i not conductor :D
Then durin practice no one pay GOOD attention and play play . Miss Deura SHOUT LIKE WHAT LA . i was so amazed . then when the 1st line i sayed when she just finish screaming .. i was strugelling to talk . D: oh well ! , went home late abit . cuz didnt hear the school bell RING ! OMGOSH ! Siao Siao lerrr :D

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Saturday, June 27, 2009



♥ Monday, June 22, 2009

yours truly, name

Hmm . today SUUUUCKED !
Was walking into the school hall when suddenly Tan Pek Ngoh hold my hand then say " EH , WHY YOU GOT SO MANY EARRINGS ? I WANT YOU TO TAKE THEM OFF ! "
In my head , i went totally BLANK ! i really meant i just went BLURR !
Then she said " stand there , and start taking them out ... " so without a word i actually stood there and started taking them off , then i tot for a min , i cant take my right side out ; i just poked 2 new ones... so i was like ; its been 2 weeks already ; it should be ok ... then when i joined my friends .. DAO THEY SAY I BLEEDING ! then i touch my ear my hand like ......... dotz la ! Then they shut the dewan doors ; dont let us go out . then i sit down ma . so lazy get up go toilet ... hmm .. then they talk talk talk . then when we finally got out it was BUBBLE MAKING TIME ! BUT SERIOUSLY THE BUBBLE TEA WAS FUCKING BAD ..... so did ice freezing game ! DIAO ! GAME MASTER HERE ! (: hahahha . k lor . then mum called ask go home follow guang li . back home and here i am :D

-- Th End -- (:

P.S ; SUBA I WILL KENA YOU ON HARI KELUARGA !



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Monday, June 22, 2009



♥ Sunday, June 21, 2009

yours truly, name

LOL. Finally mixpod.com managed to finish all their problems ; enjoy the music . Life's good and u knw it ! =D



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Sunday, June 21, 2009



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yours truly, name

Helloooo peopleeee !

Yesterday was daaamn fuun !
Woke up around 8. Then wanted to go mydin with these idiots - Chester , Alex , Lemina . Then met Guang Li in mydin .diaoz . I pak tor with guang li whole day until 12. Thn mum came belanja us lunch LOL . Crispy Chicken Chop SUCKS ! the last thing i want eat . Then while eating saw lemina cutting the chicken for alex . DIAO I LAUGH LIKE FUCK . She go for taekwondo still cannot CUT CHICKEN ! HAHAHAHAH ! okok ! hmm , then went home started squeezing lemons and and started molesting Guang Li , I CANNOT CARRY HERR LAA ; I think she so small still i cant carry diaoz ! BTW , That time in mydin we went to wholesale section , ALL THE WORKERS THERE SO FUCK ITCH ! WHEN I WALK KEEP STARE AT MY BOOBS AND ASS , ZZZZ . I got sooo grossed out ! Hmm then me and Chester bought 2 whipcream , Started eating it . HEHEHE ! my mum was even more grossed out . can laugh like hell see-ing her face . but chester wwas dammnn disgusting ... he started putting whipcream on his hand , cover , WALAO . eww la ! Guang Li put on poker face and Chester started dancing . HAHA HE DANCE LIKE STRIPPER WEIH ! Went upstair , i was at the comp then he start pull my bra cuz i never dance with him . then in the room we lepak and watch chester dance ; VIDEO-ED IT ! LOOK LIKE SEX TAPE SIOL ! Then Guang Li made a stress release bag made of flour and balloon . They were throwing it around and it BROKE ON THE BED ! DIAOZ ! sosososo , had a bath around 6.30 . Went for "bbq" at cousin's place . LOL . hmmm , got drunk . came home around 12.30a.m ? HAHA ! had a blast !


Thanks for reading my shyt day :D



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Sunday, June 21, 2009



♥ Wednesday, June 17, 2009

yours truly, name

IM CRAVING A NEWWW PHONE !!! 5800
XPRESSMUSIC !! HERE I COOME ! ; F>SPON ; lOl =D jkjk - Diaoz . Ken say want buy for me cuz he recently bought his GAN didi LG Arena ==" _l_ WASTE MONEY LAA YOU !
Then then .. today mum nag AGAIN ! ==;
Addicted to a new song ;- Rihanna ft Lady Gaga : Silly Boy ;D
LOVE LOVE LOVE THAT SONG ! at car mum keep ask me lower volume ; DIAOZZZZ ;D



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Wednesday, June 17, 2009



♥

yours truly, name

Diaozz ....
Yesterday LOST MY DAMN PENCIL BOX !
EH LOW LIFES !!!
ONLY A PENCIL BOX LAAAAAAAAA ;
Make me waste $$ buy new eexp stuff ...
and th funniest thing was i lost it in the damnn libraryy ! ==''
1 Theta was in there that time ... asked them ; "NO ; WE DIDNT SEE ! "
BANG YOUR HEAD LA YOU NEVER SEE ...
Then Misykat started singing .. ==
When Pn.Wan Suria entre'ed th library she ask us get out ; DIAOZ .
Why ? Because the other teachers din like us . We made too much noise .
SHE BLAME ON ME SIOL . Keep touch my back and pat my back like lesbian ..
feel so geli ... LOL !
Then today nid go early cux had to do N.I.E . Dao went to buy starbucks then went meet daryl. LOL . That boy bo change de == """
Hmm .. came home . Din talk to dad ; diaoz . dont know what to give him for father's daay !!!! Mum ask me make music cd . LOL . `in progress ` hmmmmmmmmmmm , then at night felt fuck lonely . Everyone went up while i was downstairs watching CSI . (:

ThEnd .



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Wednesday, June 17, 2009



♥ Sunday, June 14, 2009

yours truly, name

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY !!!!
TO DEARIE YIHAAAANNNN !!!!!



LOVEX !! <3

I Still think your gay :D



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Sunday, June 14, 2009



♥

yours truly, name

Life goes on for me today ;
Take note that im not a player .
Quitted maple on th 11o6o9 ;
Starting Life Anew .
I really want to continue life ; start fresh ; concentrate on studies ...
But the past keeps coming back . Distracting me from everything ...
Cant you see me moving on ?
Cant you just be happy for me and move on with your own life ?
Do you know how much people lost trust in me because of YOU ?
Please . Just Go . Move On In Life ;
As I am doing now ....



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Sunday, June 14, 2009



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yours truly, name

Those that saw this post ; i dont want to use threatening and vulgarities ; so i have taken it out ...

JunXiang ,
All i can tell you is ..
I DONT LOVE YOU .
Why cant you just accept that fact ?
You made me get horrorful beatings and made me slit my wrist ;
You made me cry until i had no more tears ..
You made me hate you .
So , why can't you just LEAVE !
Go on in life ; leave me alone !
You told me u reject so many girls because of me ;
GO GET THEM LA !
love them more than you love'd me ..
And it'll be the happiest thing in my life ;
Go love sumone else ...
Just Not ME !



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Sunday, June 14, 2009



♥ Saturday, June 13, 2009

yours truly, name

Ok , im guess im ready to blog now . Especially abt this topic .

I am a complicated girl . Who HATES life . I hate people . I DON'T trust people even if ur my mum . I depend on myself ; Im PRACTICLE AND SIMPLE ! I dont really like being in a relationship . IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE ! I can't even get along with my own family members ; what more people out there . I have an attitude disorder and i tend to do wild things .
I love th colour black . Hate EVERYTHING else .

Now , Relationships ..... What good is a relationship ? Its the same thing as you being normal friends than the other person . Afew iloveyou's and imissyou's . Iwant to fuck you and i want to kiss you's . THATS ALL . What the heck la , YOU CAN GO DO THAT WITH YOUR BROTHER LA. FYI DUDES AND DUDETS ; YOU FUCK AFTER UR MARRIED ; NOT BEFORE . So , What now ? I know some of you may wayy disagree , but this is how i look at life ; its how i experienced it . You don't have to be in a relationship to feel secure or protected or what . You have friends around you that care for you . You have PEOPLE . Its ok if you dont know them in rl or what . As long as you have a listening ear . It's all gonna be alright . and i had to LEARN this . so im advising you . b4 you go through th pain and heartbrakes that i went through .
Relax . Make a mocha for yourself . And really really think abt it .
BUT
If your in a relationship and you want out . DO NOT DO IT AFTER READING THIS POST. ILL PERSONALLY COME KICK YOUR ASS . I don't need people coming after me telling me that they brk up cuz of what i said . (although its daaamn true ) . If you do , and its because of me ; come THANK ME . NOT JUDGE / HATE ME . Its really just up to you .

Anyways , my point to all couple's out there . Look into the other person's eyes and ask urself wheather u really wanna be with he/she . Cuz life is simple . But once you get urself cought up in all this ... DEAL WITH IT . There's really not much u can do if he is a real psychomaniac trying to ruin ur life because you left him ; So those going through th psychomaniac . BE STRONG . HANG IN THERE . He'll soon realize that your not by his side anymore and he'll understand you for leaving . It doesnt mean his bad or anything negative . It means your not ready to be in a relationship . Or because his plainly a nutcase . LOLX . rarely thats th reason la .
So girls/guys . Be wise . If you really love this person . Atleast know then for a year and if your relationship remains close . Then you know ur right for each other . Hey , its just what i think . But if you've got better ways . Go ahead (:

Thats all for today .
`<3 all of you . God will bless all except those that do sins ;



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Saturday, June 13, 2009



♥ Friday, June 12, 2009

yours truly, name

When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a
night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could
understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its
stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
&& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I
kicking today baby?"



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Friday, June 12, 2009



♥ Thursday, June 11, 2009

yours truly, name

Fall Out Boy
The (shipped) Gold Standard lyrics



Sometimes I wanna quit this song and become an accountant now
But I'm no good at math and besides the dollar is down
Plant palm trees on Lake Michigan before it gets cold
I gotta feel the wind chill again before I get old

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs
But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me
You can only blame your problems on my world for so long
Before it all becomes the same old song
As soon as we hit the hospital, I know we're gonna leave this town
And get new passports and get get get get get out now

All the yes men said no comment
My mouth got going wrong way and all the calls started to roll in
The time my dad caught me a horse shoe crab
And I asked him if throwing it back into the sea would bring our luck back

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs
But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me
You can only blame your problems on my world for so long
Before it all becomes the same old song
As soon as we hit the hospital, I know we're gonna leave this town
And get new passports get out now

Tell that boy I leave you alone
Like a storm, I turn my love
That's in the profit of both in the business of show

I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs
But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me
Woah I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs
But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me
You can only blame your problems on my world for so long
Before it all becomes the same old song
As soon as we hit the hospital, I know we're gonna leave this town (I know we're gonna leave this town)
And get new passports and get get get get get out now
Get get get get get out now



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Thursday, June 11, 2009



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yours truly, name

lolx ; actually th masturbating thingy i got out from a brochure ; just tot OLDER kids should know about it. Hmm ; today kinda booored . Nothing to do except bully Suba . But his in INDIAAA !$@#@#$ . CFM GOOD ROTI CANAI LAAAAA == ;
damnn jealous ;
but hor ; india smell ; i want vomit de lahx ; DDD; . lols ;



Life moves on ..



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Thursday, June 11, 2009



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LOLX !@!@$@$#
OKOK ;
LAST POST RATED 15 !@$#@#$
SMALL KID CANNOT SEEEEE ;
SHAWNALD ESPECIALLYYY !$#@



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Thursday, June 11, 2009



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yours truly, name

What is masturbation ?
Masturbation is self-stimulation of the genitals for sexual pleasure.It involves gentle rubbing of the sexual organs by hands or other devices . It is a common practice particularly during the period of adolescence.

Do girls masturbate?
Yes . However , research indicates that more boys than girls masturbate .

What is the appropriate number of times for masturbating ?
Masturbation is self-limiting. One will stop masturbating if he or she feels tension has been relieved or if he/she feels tired after doing it . It is completely dependent upon the individual the number of times he/she wants to masturbate .

There is no physical or mental harm caused by frequent masturbation. However , masturbation becomes harmful if one is obsessed with it and it becomes a compulsive behavior .

Is masturbation harmful ?
As in ordinary lovemaking , the only after-effect of masturbation is a feeling of sexual relief and relaxation . It is not true that masturbation can cause mental illness,blindness or impotency. These myths may be partly due to centuries of religious and cultural beliefs that view masturbation as a sinful and harmful. Masturbation is a normal part of growing up and one should not feel guilty or ashamed about it .

Will masturbation have an effect on sexual intercourse in marriage in later life ?
Not necessarily, if it is not performed habitually.A person can gain equal satisfication through sexual intercourse with the spouse. Therefore there should not be any effect on sexual intercourse in marriage .

However, masturbation may be a symptom of a problem when it is performed compulsively or when one cannot resist doing it to relieve psychological or sexual tension, and when one prefers masturbation to having normal sexual relationship . It is advised to seek profesiional help if one masturbates compulsively , especially during the adult life .

Is it okay not to masturbate ?
It is prefectly all right . Much has been said and written in favour of masturbation in the last few years merely to counteract centuries of mis-information and guilt . No harm will come to a person who chooses not to masturbate .



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Thursday, June 11, 2009



♥ Monday, June 8, 2009

yours truly, name

Well today emO again , aiya , since when im not emo larhs ? lol . Anyway , today kinda sucked . sat at home and online . Also never online maple . lol . uhmm , really craving for a new phone. Sadly , i also pokai like popper de . Got anyone want spon me 5800 XpressMusic ?!@#$ (: . LOL . Brother's girlf wanted to come today but dad did'nt allow cause he didnt want her to ruin his weekends ... speaking of brother .. that fat mother fucker no life de . WALAO !@#$ , When you want sumthing from me , i giv you .. but when i want sumthing , you call me moron ? diao , fyi , readers , my brother and me never got/were close ; we never will be . we're like strangers living in the same house . Promisingly, I FUCKING HATE HIM . Aiya , he can go die la . I also dont want talk to him ? Talk to people whom only giv fuck abt me for what de ? k'nn de , lol . Weekends,Weekdays all also fucked up ? ABUHDEN ?! lolx .

It was just a mistake i dont regret ;



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Monday, June 08, 2009